it was a beautiful day yesterday.

i prayed for splendid weather and God answered it. pasir ris park has beautiful winds, a beautiful sky and i had a beautiful morning at the seaside.
i had a beautiful time digging out miniature crabs and herding the water snails with D. i had a beautiful time lying on stone no.6 and hiking from pasir ris to my house, a beautiful time eating pau at the petrol station and smuggling water from the gents. without a doubt, i had a beautiful feeling in my heart the whole time.

it feels so unusual that i am experiencing these unexplainable emotions. emotions of tranquility and joy. i guess, the storm had passed and the tides calmed down. i can see the vast ocean now(: i see a body of blue and a white horizon.

Throughout this recent period, God had laid out on the table several battles i needed to conquer in order to be a stronger person. Indeed, without His strength and support from every sweet person around me, i wouldn't be able to go through the emotions i experienced yesterday.

I would like to spill out my heartfelt thanks to those who had prayed for me during this phase of my life and thanks to those who supported me all the way.

Finally, i have opened up to my parents and confessed the hidden secret i had kept over nine months. Thank God, they couldn't be more cool and open about it. it feels good to be free again, free from clutches of lies and guilt. My parents are now willing to give me their utmost support in any future decisions. what more can i ask for?

I am a stronger person now so bring on the battles :D