so many things have been going on lately and only three words can describe how good or bad they were: "i feel awful". I feel like hanging a signboard around my neck that says: Beware. She bites.

i feel thoroughly evil sometimes. Not the funny-evil that we usually talk about but evil-evil. (hope you understand what i mean) everyone around me are feeling depressed and i hope i'm not one of those waiting in line for the depression room. but oh yes, i might be, soon enough, if God doesn't send down a rainbow of candies or another mashmellow chocolate brownie with cookies and cream icecream! i'll be hysterical!

you know, i don't sigh often. However lately, i feel as though i'm a ol grand mama who just can't stop herself from exhaling in drags. here's a point to take note of: Carbon Dioxide Kills. so please murder vanessa if she continues to feed the trees (or plants, with CO2) and kill the society.

but overall, i really have to thank people who brought me through it all. (:
definitely GOD.
1. Jasmine and Roxie!
2. Han chih! the hey bee hiam man! haha still don't know what that is
3. The pi-nehs
4. Darryl
5. Yongwei
6.I saac
7. Mark
8. All my friends out there (excuse me if i forgot enter your name)
thank you all. you guys never fail to make my day *ms universe waves*
:D

oh that reminds me. what's with giving me a venus fly trap/ a catus/ grass/ white crysantinums (however you spell it.- WANT ME TO DIE UH!)/ water lilies/ a grass cutter (?????) for valentines day? (curses) LOL they are an evil bunch of adorable nehs, the pi-nehs i mean. they really know how to cheer people up. haha

anyhow, bye sexy(s)! this horrible time will slip by and before you know it, it's gonna be merry-ohkay! haha tomorrow will be better. i know it!

to all depressed people: stop dwelling in self-pity. Head to the bathroom, brush your teeth and flash your banana smile to me or i'll force the hell out of you! that shall be your no.1 assignment. it aint mission impossible. cheerios!