so sorry for the silent treatments. i do feel sad sometimes. i ain't made up of metal.
so sorry for some remarks i may not mean. if there were any.
so sorry for my oversensitivity.
so sorry for pulling a long face when i have to face my own difficulties.
so sorry everyone whom i guess, i have let down.

i feel like i'm a bitch. (sorry for that word but i guess it really describes me)
a full time staff of the bitchin club.
and also perhaps,
a really stuck up person?
what has gotten into me!
it's like i'm going around breaking other people's hearts
am i?
yes.
oh wells. i think i should just isolate myself and
hurt no one.

so sorry guys..
for me
the * me.
i really...
i don't know what to say.
and i really long for someone to totally understand how i feel.

i guess i've become someone
even i myself detest.