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Monday, April 11, 2005
dear lord.

pls pls pls keep Alex safe and warm in your hands. i know that he is ageing and perhaps it is time that i should soon let go. But lord, you should know how much it hurts. to see your bestest friend just leave this colourful world that you gave us. Lord, i can accept the fact that everyone haveta leave eventually, but dear lord, i am not ready to let Alex go. Pls give him a chance to continue living his life with love and affection, please heal him and make him stronger. Dear Lord, you know how much he means to me right? After all the years i had spent with him. however, no matter what happens, i will never ever blame you, even for taking his life away from me. i am already appreciative of what you have been giving me- especially all the times i had spent with him and all the love he had showered upon me. but i beg you lord, to please give me some time to accept this reality and to open-mindedly abide in your plans. PLEASE please heal Alex. Dear Lord, i know that what ever happens it's in your perfect plans. everything happens for a good reason. but still. please don't take him away. at least-- not yet. in jesus name i pray.


amen

Vanessa, The Unfortunate Bimbo
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