kopi hearts and lily pies

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
what's with life lately.
Hello is replacing all crazy words of hi.
i guess i have my own problems.
i can't seem to be cheerful.
perhaps.. sometimes?
i feel sick
as in not literally sick but
i feel empty.
like a hurricane just swept pass my soul
leaving just.
my lungs and my eyes.
i can only breathe and see what's going on
but my brain isnt here to keep them in "mind"
what's with all these?!
it's kinda weird.
i feel like i have lost part of my body.
i feel replaced.
like someone has snatched away my position.
tho i know she'll say no but
who noes?
Truely,
god has sent beautiful angels(my friends)
to keep me company.
to talk to me
and
replace those times i...
how now?
i cant explain this feeling.
everything seemed totally,
awfully
grreat.
now,
it's just bashed up into prickles of pepper.
that bitterns my life.
sorry gtg hahas dont noe what i jus wrote.i'll write another perhaps tml?
don worry i'll try my best to be happy.
i want to be happy. =)

Vanessa, The Unfortunate Bimbo
Fine, i'll admit it- I can be absolutely brainless sometimes. But! But! But! I stress on the word 'SOMETIMES'. spell 'Seventeen', 'Hospitality and Tourism Management', 'HipHop and Modern Dance' and your name(: and you've got me!

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